so i havent posted on here for about forever. well everyone on here seems to be mad at someone else, but then happier than ever at the same time. and i guess thats kinda how life goes. 

thats kinda how my life is right now. only im not mad at anyone. i just dont talk to many people anymore. and honestly i dont care that much. i may not have multitudes of friends, but the friends i have are pretty damn awesome. megan and erin are pretty much the best people ever. and no one can even try to tell me any different. 

and friday me and erin and megan and phil are going to stl. i think megans looking for a prom dress? either way, its gunna be a good time.  then saturday we're throwing anne a suprize birthday party. and me and her are going out to lunch. my weekend is gunna be pretty awesome for once. 

i started work last night and that was fun i guess. little kids need more confidence. they think they cant swim and that they cant float, but i know they can, so when i let go of them, they freak out. it almost feels like im there crutch, and they dont need me. oh well, maybe they'll be better next week. and with any luck, i wont smell like chlorine so bad after awhile. i swear there is so much chlorine in that pool its disgusting. even if i took three showers a day, i'd still smell like chlorine for three days at least. 

well im off to drum practice...i think im getting better....i hope so, but now its getting kinda hard.  maybe thats a sign? who knows....in any case, im out...like a fat kid in dodgeball :D

Current Location: my basement
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: mcr

I’m so bored right now its not even funny. Yay no school tomorrow but that means also that I probably wont be able to get out of the house and Megan and I were supposed to go sledding. :( You can’t sled alone. Well you can but its not very fun. And I really wanted to get out of the house tomorrow cause it’s really boring here. There’s nothing to do, and no one to talk to. Wow I sound depressing. I guess it could be worse. I just wish my sister still lived here. If she were we’d be playing mariokart and getting mad and stupid bowser and how we cant beat him. And then we’d go play in the snow just like we used to when we were little. Then she’d throw a snowball and I’d get mad and go inside and pout. But five minutes later we’d be out making a snowman. Jeeze I miss my sister.

Alrighty, I’m gunna end this before I get too depressed. Like I said earlier, it could be worse.

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Anberlin--Ready Fuels

k so heres my little rant in a nutshell.

a certain someone has been getting on my last nerve lately. i honestly dont even feel like we're friends anymore. i see her occasionally in the halls, and i get a "LYDIA!!!" like its the first time shes seen me in years, and acts like we're bestest buddies ever. and for some reason it really pisses me off. i cant even rememer when i had a serious talk with her and i'm noticing how overdramatic she is and im getting tired of it. its like she tries to give advice, but its always stupid, and when she gives it, it always seems to make her look like a hypocrit. and she likes to pretend shes the one who everyone comes to for advice and to fix their problems, when in actuallity, shes never around.
gah, it just angers me.
okay, im done.

yay first post!

wow i have nothing of interest to say...thats a first.

well uhh, my thanksgiving was fantabulous. i went to nashville to see my sister and adam and that was very exciting! i hadnt seen them since september, and me and jane are really close so i was really happy to see them. the six hour drive down there was pretty interesting. me and ashley + energy drinks= hyper craziness. and it was fun! especially, when we were walking around downtown nashville and saw some like in his thirties mexican guy rockin out to oldschool nsync. like all the windows rolled down, music blaring with him singing along and tappin the beat on his steering wheel. then we went to this japanese restauraunt where they cook the food in front of you and that was awesome. the chef was really funny too.
and then saturday me and megan met missy at penny's, got mad at their overpiced stuff, went to payless...but then me and mrgan got really hungry so we went to cowans then went to goodwill. so my thanksgiving week/weekend was pretty nifty.

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Cake :)